"Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me."
-Psalms 23:4.

the past week had been great. deliverance. (: thank god for that. SPRING CLEANING SESSION!

god really expanded my faith on sunday. casting out demons is not as easy as it seems. in fact, it takes great faith and courage to be able to do that. if you think exorcist is scary, you should have seen expo hall 8 for yourself last weekend..

i hope linda's alright now.. x)

oh well. life's been good. i've been watching movies at home nowadays. it's like my new found hobby. lols.

and i need to cut my hair soon. STEPHANIE! hahas..

had career seminar today. some talks about courses i'm totally not interested in. how nice. wasting my life away. however, this seminar in a way set me thinking about the directions after my o's which is crucial for my success in life in future. i hope i'll make the right choice! (:

alrights! take care everyone. enjoy!

oh lord.. i release my forgiveness to those who have hurt me. and i pray that you forgive me for hurting the people i've hurt. thank you lord..

get it behind me, satan! i belong to god.. <3



muahaha.

i'll be getting this birken.



florida garden party white. (: more or less decided. dad says its nice. haha. but he said that i have to go try it to see if it looks good before buying it. he said that i should try the madrid one if this doesn't look good on my feet.


there you go. madrid garden party white.

random, i know. i just felt like blogging this. lols.

going down for cell tonight. it'll be great! (: i love w355.

oh yes. i saw a really nice ed hardy top, that i really really like!

OMG. just look at that. "love kills slowly." i like this! however,i don't see it sellling at singapore's ed hardy leh. or did miss it. lols. if anyone see it, let me know alright. (:

phew. i dunno what to blog already.

so. tatas. :D



twin's making me emo. she came out with a company. EMO CO. she's the chairman, i'm the ceo. lols. HEY HEY. I WANT MY PAY OKAY MISS CHAIRMAN. x))

"A Better Man" - Shayne Ward.

Until the oceans all run dry
Until the stars fall from the sky
Even if words dont seem to rhyme
I'll be addicted to your smile

And if the wind blows out the sun
I'll still believe you are the one
No matter what we're going through
I'll plan to spend my nights with you

I promise you my heart wont fade
I swear to you my soul always
It isn't hard to understand
You're making me a better man

Baby my love will say it all
I'll always catch you when you fall
And if the hard times get too much
I'll still be craving for your touch

I promise you my heart wont fade
I swear to you my soul always
It isn't hard to understand
You're making me a better man

I dedicate my world
I dedicate my all
For every moment
Your leaving me breathless

I dedicate my touch
Forever's not enough
I wanna hold on
I just wanna hold on to you

I promise you my heart wont fade
I swear to you my soul always
It isn't hard to understand
You're making me a better man

It isn't hard to understand, you're making me a better man.

all the lies that i've gotten, all the empty promises made. this song says it all. i know it's hard to understand how i feel. but still..

HAHA.

take care everyone.



cherish what you have today, becuase you don't know if it's going to be there tomorrow.

my dearest twin went to collect her TRUE RELIGION jeans today. how irritating can it get. the cutting is so nice lar. ARG. i wanna get ANTIK soon! or maybe the HUDSON one we saw at skin today. aww. temptations.

and we went far east. and guess what i saw at left foot? the maple nike dunks and black with gold flowers nike shoe. ARG. twin said the black one is nicer. maybe i'll get it. i don't know. that is if i can get the funds lar.. too many thing to buy, too little money. (:

my stupid mp3 gave up on me. it refuses to function. i need an ipod video. and i'm choosy. i want the black one. HAHA. christmas present anyone? x)

after this entry, don't say and complain that constance is materialistic. thank you.

MOCK PRELIMS HAVE BEEN DRIVING ME CRAZY. 2 more papers left to go. however, i lost the motivation to study already lar. haha. i have to get the momentum back! chemistry was a gone-case, so is my geog and history. whahaha. how great is that. studied, but studied the wrong chapters. i-ming and sarene will know what i mean.

oh yes. and if you don't know. i lost my phone. on the 105 bus on friday morning. so annoying. so kind souls out there, pls update me with you numbers because apparently, i lost all of them. ((:

have been stuck to shayne ward's 'no promises'. all thanks to twin for sending me this emo song. you should have seen the mtv, EMO.

"No Promises"
hey baby when we are together
doing things that we love.
every time you're near i feel like i'm in heaven
feeling high.
i don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

i don't wanna run away,
baby you're the one i need tonight.
no promises.
baby, now I need to hold you tight.
i just wanna die in your arms
here tonight

hey baby when we are together
doing things that we love.
everytime you're near i feel like i'm in heaven.
feeling high.
i don't want to let go, girl.
i just need you you to know girl.

i don't wanna run away.
baby you’re the one I need tonight.
No promises.
baby, now I need to hold you tight,
i just wanna die in your arms.

i don't want to run away
i want to stay forever
thru Time and Time..
no promises.

i don't wanna run away.
i don't wanna be alone
no promises.

baby, now I need to hold you tight.
now and forever my love.
no promises

i don't wanna run away
baby you're the one I need tonight.
no promises.
baby now I need to hold you tight.
i just wanna die in your
here tonight..

till then, enjoy x))



"do unto others what you want others to do unto you."

sarene reminded me of that one day. don't do things that you won't want others to do to you. because one day, you'll understand the hurt and pain.

throughout my secondary school life, i've seen so much, gone through so much. everything you face, is inevitable. its part and parcel of life. it makes you stronger. it makes you a fighter.

i want to be a fighter.

yesterday's cellgroup was great. what touched me the most is when wen shan said that everything that we faced is father-filtered. everything that comes into our lives, goes through the screening of the father first. whatever that we face,it is a guarentee from god that we'll be able to go through. he will not give us situations we cannot handle, heartaches we cannot heal, disappointments we cannot get out of. that touched me. (:

why would we want to settle for something less, so much less. when we can have victories over failures, happiness over sadness, peace of god over anger. why would we want to search for something in the world to solve a problem, when the solution is just infront of us. all we have to do, is ask god for directions...

dearest sarene! i'll be your biggest supporter. don't give up alrights? i love you! don't think so much already. take care! x))



sometimes i wonder how words can hurt. i used to think its just some words, don't have to take it to heart. until, i experienced it myself.

sometimes you have to go through something yourself in order to know how it feels like.

lesson learnt: always put yourself in other people's shoes and think about how you'll feel if you were to be in the same situation. in this way, you won't want to hurt anyone with words, actions, etc.

i thank god for experiences. he gave them to me so that i won't make the same mistakes again.

what's most important is that you stand up, after you fall.

sometimes i just hope god can show me the end before i begin. but i know its impossible.. if we knew the ending to everything, we won't know what's taking risks.

if you ever ask me, did i regret what i did? i would say no, and that i would do it even if i know what's coming.

and as you move on, remember me. remember us and all we used to be.



first of all, happy birthday to yongzhi (12 july), nicholas pua (13 july), eunice baobei (13 july) and jun yong (13 july).

to yongzhi: thanks for all your efforts that you've put in JP. we all really appreciate all that you've did. i have improved a lot under you during emerge talentime practices. thank you very much. i have learnt a lot from in, from dance steps, to relating to people and even how to look at things at different points of view. thanks so much.

to nicholas pua: hey! stop being lame alread can or not? i'll buy you wheelchair if you need it lar. haha. thanks for all your jokes that perks all of us up. and and and... don't be so emo already okay? must work on it. haha. take care!

to eunice baobei: HEY GIRL. i really love you to bits lar. missed you like crazy. haha. take pictures soon okays. i'll pass you your present real soon. haha. continue to grow in the lord okays? don't ever give up, because He has never given you up. ((: love!

to junyong: hey brother. i'm glad to be in the same kingdom of god with you. and i remember the times when we're still under sister carol. it has been great to be growing together in the house of god. thanks for everything. take care.

okay. back to my life. went to gave a surprise birthday celebration for yongzhi and nickpua. haha. i bet they were shocked lar. from their faces. however, all the thrill end when the receptionist came in to gave us a lecture. haha. quite spoiler though. haha. anyway, i hope they enjoyed it! (:

life's gonna be hectic. past year papers piling on my table, untouched. how nice. i'm gonna get it from mr. wong tomorrow. my bukit panjang government high paper is still practically blank. god bless me tomorrow.

i hope i'll be getting back my chem paper tomorrow. i can't stand the butterflies in my stomach. but then again, if i score badly ar, then i don't know how to react already.

life's like water! drink it! x))

and she teared. yet again.



the lord is good.

But seek first the kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
-matthew 6:33

despite going for practices before emerge talentime, despite having a lot of problems in my life, the lord is good. he came true for Joyous Perfection and myself. not only did he make us champions of all champions. he provided so many doors for us to perform, for superman event, the gig at raffless place. Joyous Perfection is indeed very blessed. we are like walking under open heavens. not only did He bless us in a way all of us could not imagine or ask for, He has given us an opportunity to shine for him in the marketplace. just like what pastor said, being a Daniel in the marketplace. and in my recent progress report that i have received, i not only improved a little. i improved tremendously. i never thought i would be able to do that. it's never the work of man. but with God, all things are possible. juggling practices for talentime, school work, family and friends is not an easy job. but, He came true for me.


all glory be unto God.

service yesterday was PHENOMENAL. i was very blessed and touched by the whole message. press on. don't give up on your own visions and dreams that the Lord has placed in you. sometimes when the tough gets going, you may turn to the devil for a shortcut out of the situation. in God's path, there will no doubt be trials and tribulations. PRESS ON. keep on keeping on. don't exchange you vision for something lesser. trust God, that He will bring you through. don't turn away from him and look for a short way out. press on together with Him.

know the heart of god, so that you will not make foolish choices.

went fellowshipping with my dearest cellgroup. had loads of fun! haha. just look at the photographs.


omg omg. did you see that?!
no no no. don't worry. they are not gays.

oh yes oh yes. and i received my membership card!finally. share my joy. ((:

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